Etude 2017-11 — I’m Looking for the Monster, but He Hides So Well
Posted by Carl in Finding Purpose, Music on April 8, 2017
Etude 2017-10 — The Suffering Was Real but We’re Here
Posted by Carl in Finding Purpose, Music on April 7, 2017
Etude 2017-9 — What the Dog Thought He Ate for Dinner
Posted by Carl in Finding Purpose, Music on April 6, 2017
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On Tuesday, Meditation Did Big Things to Me
Some days, I’m
healed, craving deep,
frozen time,
holding this
now, wishing for old friends, but
they’re gone, so I sit.
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By Myself, I Can’t Get Back Up Again
I fall in
roadside ditches, mud
splashes my
face, smothers
my blown hopes, but some grant me
grace, allow me life.
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One Day, In My Cage, I Ceased Fighting
Posted by Carl in Finding Purpose, Music on April 4, 2017
This is a soundscape but with dramatic shape. This kind of post-modernism is not agreeable to most people, but it’s where I am right now — I feel so comfortable mired in the muck.
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When the Space Is Crashing In On Me
I’ve lost all
battles, drying out
in fierce winds,
waiting for a permanent history
where I fall no more
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Very Short Etude 2017-1 — One Day I lost My Skin
Posted by Carl in Finding Purpose, Music on April 3, 2017
The Dogs Pointed Toward Eternal Silences
When rain comes,
old smiles flatter dogs,
I’m dying
below gray
rock, and morgues speak of silent
dances, my last squeels
