Forcing myself into the death chair,
thinking, now I’ve got it, now I will do
what it is I lie to myself about being
mandatory, feeling so disciplined when
really, I’m alarmed at how close to
nothingness I have become, and that
dark crevice where inspiration lies
is filled with contempt for being,
and the doctor might try, but the
required self hatred fills the hole.
stillfugue 
#1 by Evelyn on October 27, 2016 - 10:48 am
“now I will do
what it is I lie to myself about being
mandatory”
I like this, I feel this.
#2 by Carl D'Agostino on February 5, 2017 - 8:18 am
but the
required self hatred fills the hole.
It may be relentless and imposing but it is required only by the soul eaters.