Willingness – Part IV

There is sudden deflation.
I am not self-pity.

Empty regret
that I’m not getting
what I want.
Empty when not definable.

Sit and chew on emotions
Slowly, thirty times per bite.

Laugh at the trifles
that seem to derail me.

There are competing interests.
Mine aren’t a big deal.

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  1. #1 by Carl D'Agostino on March 1, 2012 - 4:38 am

    Mine aren’t a big deal.

    The ability to see this helps us crawl out of the darkness. But if the needed ladder is absent and the electricity is off – well right back where I started. Clean and sober 10 years on Mar 3 ! More freedom than the Bill of Rights could ever imagine.

    • #2 by Carl on March 6, 2012 - 6:45 pm

      10 Years!!! Happy Birthday, big time! Freedom, that’s what we want!

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