General Malaise, not specific.
Away. She played inside my skull.
Higher powers. Uneven economies.
Thin line. Slip, dead. Find love.
floating in between life.
Seemingly unbelievable asks.
Kind humans gently send me
rewards, fill small universe.
life “preservers,” chance,
dark forest. Crashing impositions.
It’s back. Gratitude soft,
and life. Transitions, hauntings.
Nothing to confess
goes away. Warmed. Down. Literary
fears. Silky care fills empty buckets,
perhaps. Racing screens,
humans, machines, distant drama.
Mountain. Smoke. Swamps. Lucky me.
How lucky! Survived that.
Don’t make me. Send me away.
It’s not my fault? Perish the thought.
from dark garbage falter,
mutate throughout broken mind.
Searching deeply, inside. Soul,
stop. Me, The Prodigy, dogs.
Twist, baby, twist hard, baby. Twist
for vents. Ideas born,
Silly crybaby, love soothes.
Forgotten, I’m not totally shitty.
Traveling upwards. Reducing helper-pills.
Mash brings relief. Searching,
percolating crazy. Internalizing.
Want do-overs. Had
empty spirit. Love youth’s chances,
almost effective. Circles.
Brain gone missing. Interior,
forbidden air. Hollow. Guilt echoes.
Rough-in terrible caves,
hotly. Run fast. Sit. Don’t stand.
Seeking wisdom, saturated brain,
furiously chaotic, my brain.
Hopelessness caps old day.
Today! Fears jilted. Let go. Hang on.