Julie whines. She wants to quit the booze, but she doesn’t want nightmares. The dryer never stops tumbling. The medal clank of the chains that she uses as belts tell her that Patsy is not dead, but Patsy is dead. Julie’s nightmares show her the mice that are munching on Patsy’s body and then spitting out the pieces because Patsy died of an alcohol overdose and her flesh is sickening. Julie hates that she let this happen to Patsy. Patsy said, “No way” to the hospital. “Let me die or let me explode.” Julie dreams of her own miserable death.
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