Archive for March 12th, 2011

Easy Blue, Old Man

Decision architecture diagram 1

Decision Architecture Diagram


Today, I looked and life is turning blue again.
It is the bright blue of skies, one from the bag of things
that fire my desire for mind-altering shit,
but I seek some sort of god instead,
or perhaps I seek no type of god.

I remember looking for you.
I should never look again.
I am to have better decision-making skills,
but you were my higher power with such grace.
I’m not so rotten, and my wife is most precious to me.

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Knowing Nothing – People Crashing

It was the highway rush hour that is not so much rush that you slow to a crawl, not such a rush that you stop and curse at the world. It was worse. Everyone driving 75 and mostly clueless of what this type of momentum does in vehicles really not designed for mayhem that occurs when you don’t allow humans a time to react and use the brakes to slow the vehicle instead of merely grabbing the wheel and jerking and screaming.

I was in there with them, meditating in the middle lane, and though I should have been, I was not praying to my higher power of the day that day, whatever it was. In conditions like this, I love driving with two pedal feet, my left over the brake pedal, like the race car drivers as it makes for quicker reaction and it’s nicer on old knees when there is lots of stop and go.

There was one of those smaller buses similar to the airport car rental buses, maybe bigger. It was a county bus for senior citizens. He swerved in front of me as if he were Mario Andretti, which left me contemplating Read the rest of this entry »

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