Consistent Doom From Defects

My winning streaks are quite short.

All who know me see the next failure,

But they blow circuits when I lose.

Expectation of my failures should

Flow smoothly through their minds.

I expect to lose and to be wrong.

Crashing hard, regularly, this is I.

But when those circuits smolder,

I am always shocked by the

determined anger of those I love.

I want to scream,

I cannot do better

at trying so hard

to be good.

But they see a loser pandering to failure.

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